Calling on Summer

Tess. Just a girl. 19. Dreamer. Traveller.

Questions??

You May Not Want To Stop

So tell me. Where’ve you been? Seems like i’ve been singing hollow songs forever, they bounce back and forth inside the emptiness.

Tiny traveller how far have you gone? Does each mile make you stronger? Or weigh you down that little bit more. 

Alone? I don’t  mind it. 

Pain? Its a constant, but it fades. 

Happy? Why yes i hope so. 

Multiple equations, dotted around the stars.. I never really enjoyed maths, too repetitive. And when i couldn’t figure out the answers, i’d just take a peek at them in the back of the textbook. But life’s not like that is it? 

Well, not anymore. 

Answers, answers, answers. Who decides which ones are right? The textbooks were proven to be wrong on occasion, so what hope do we have then? Marking ourselves from faulty textbooks only proves ignorance is bliss.. 

Vero o falso??

Fuck fuck fuck. Multiple readings, equally correct, or are we just persistently blaming it on ambivalence?

Sorry, i got side-tracked. I do that a lot these days, for various reasons.

London, Brighton, Amsterdam, Hilversum, Hamburg, Berlin, Venice, Florence, Siena, Rome, Agerola, Sorrento, Barcelona, Malaga, Granada, Madrid, Auriol, Paris, Bruges..

Lost and found, scattered, broken, hidden, blatantly pronounced.. travelling works both ways. You lose something only to find a new something. 

Get lost, walk in the dark.. how else will you appreciate the light? Only don’t go walking for too long.. 

Why?

Because you may not want to stop.

The Dreamer
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The Dreamer

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Thats the Dreamer

Escape, run, disappear.. find a place that is beautiful, a warm place, a place untouched by the real world.

Talk to them, ask them what they think this life is about. They’ll give you their views, but only some  because some of them they don’t like to admit to people. Some of them they don’t like to admit to themselves..

Watch them in their ways, you may never understand. They themselves don’t understand, thats the issue. 

Forever dreaming, forever lost, forever dreaming of getting lost in order to find what they’re looking for. 

Thats the dreamer.

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